Verse 1
I wanted to try this again
I believe in second chances
Only in certain circumstances
For example, not in romances
Maybe cus I've been damaged
I can never understand this
Girls always playing games with emotions
Going and making all of this commotion
And then they say its cus you need to show more devotion
Like b**tch please, if my heart was on my sleeve
I'd get diseased every time that we sneezed
So don't mislead what I do because I concede whats real to me
Its for security, because if you decide to leave, I want the ability to still breathe
And essentially what Im spittin is
A fear of commitment with
Everything that means gettin with
You and everything that you represent
Because in my eyes I've realized an unlived life
So now I try to define what I think is right
VERSE 2
Ya kno I see ya drivin round town
Witcha new boyfriend wearing ya pretty gown
But it's all good cuz I gave you a chance and ya let me down
I remember hearing the sound
Of ya voice tellin me bout the other man you found
Got a race goin in my mind
Ya could've at least been kind I mean damn
I thought we had the perfect bond
But it turns out that ya really wasn't to fond
I thank God for openin up my eyes
Now I can see ya boyfriend get played while he in a suit and tie
At first I thought it would just be better to die
But now I see and now I truly believe
Remember that is the dough before tha hoes
Bred comes b4 dem girls with tha skin like snow
And U must be Beyoncé cuz u slay
But when I saw ya witcho bae
I was gon wave and say hey
But I thought just for today
Imma just take break from ya beauty
And write this wordplay
Ya know what I'm sayin
Verse 3
I'm tired of dreaming.
I'm through with trying.
Tired of living, yet scared of dying.
Maybe things are good for you,
but look at all that I've been through.
Look at all the pain I've won.
I bet you think that it's been fun.
You never thought I'd turn away.
You never believed you'd see this day.
Look again cuz here I go
leaving behind all I know.
Changing it all as I must do.
Not daring to stop and think things through.
Wanting to run as fast as I can,
not stopping until I understand.
Like why did I let things get this way?
Why didn't I leave yesterday?
How are things going to be,
since there is no more you and me
This is the end for we
But it's the start for the new me