Ups and downs highs and lows
Life can get funny but you know how it goes
People come and go, that’s how the story goes
What’s gonna happen tomorrow i tell you no one knows
What’s the fun when you know it all it slowly grows
Sometimes you have friends other times is lonely yo
Life’s full of ups and downs like a roller coaster
One moment you have it before you know it’s over
Some are stuck on pills just to get a chill
But you know how it feels when a loved one tryna get you sober
Remember when you lost a loved one
Or the time when you loved a lost one
Wish i could open your eyes to see that sometimes what’s ahead is better than the past one
You having some regrets really bad ones
They sayin your life must be a sad one
Cos everyone talking love of their lives
You’re like oh well mehn i ne’er had one
Hurt people hurt people
I’ve seen this happen so many times i never thought i’d trust people
You fool me once yea you fooled me twice
Shame on me cos i came back for a sequel
But i trust again, when i overcame
Had my broken but i’ll love again
Going back to back it’s like i’m stuck again
These feelings kinna like buhari times nothing’s changed
Pardon me i’d take it back if i could
It’s not part of me see i never meant to be rude
It’s crazy i hate to be misunderstood
So when they ask how i feel i just say i’m good
But i apologize for all the times
I know you kinna think i sound like them other guys
I been real with you i never told a lie
My intentions were good i’d never treat you otherwise
I’ve been tryna find love but i got played
I’m not a hard guy see i’m not ashamed
Birthdays are the worst days
That’s when i put my feelings on throwback like thursday’s
You know we older now and we past games
I try to live right like it’s my last day
Let me tell you something bout my heartache
The worst pain come from people with your last name
I’ve been tryna find my way in life to make a win
People only feel you when you make the benjamin’s
I try to keep it real till the very end
I ain’t gotta walk alone you know i got a couple of friends
I know alotta people not alotta people know me well
Fighting off depression and alotta people couldn't tell
I may not be the sickest rapper in the game
But 20 something years ive been battling with sickle cell