[Intro]
(clears throat)
Yo what up Z, DJ Booth
You know I, I apologize for taking so long to get this to you but I had to get it right and well
I think I got it right
(Beat Drops)
Uh, on my Detroit sh**
I got a lot of venting to do
A lot on my heart
Hold up
[Verse]
It seems nothing is harder than tryna come up
Til you get where you're going, then you feel you got one up
I ponder, I dream and I wonder
I'm some where in between insanity and my slumber
Tryna make my dreams, the reality I'm under
Right now life's the b**h I ain't tryna be a son of
So I still gotta deal, cope while I am it
But I be kicking real, dope like I'm addict
So as long as I am aware of my talents, I swear I can balance
The sh** thats thrown my direction and stress pursuing my pa**ion
Uh I'm a star but I do no acting
Although my life is a movie filed under action
Stay flicking ashes, stoned like I pissed off
The village, I'm pissed, tryna get rid of my sick thoughts
(huh) waiting for liftoff, gone
It's like I'm in a black hole whenever sh** s**s
I stay high but a n***a still grounded
Though it's hard to tell with all bullsh** around me
n***as with they hand out, groupies claim they love me
Haters is my mans now my chick don't even trust me
A big f** you to who ever don't understand me
And look for me to be different than any man that I can be
The weight of the world's got pressure on my achilles
I'm lucky that I'm built like Herc, well not fully
But I'm stronger than the average
Making it through madness
Never off my pivot so who's in needs a new balance
I swear this boy is 2 dope to be looked over
So I thank Z for the fact that he took notice
Stepped inside the booth and took focus
I write to express my hurt, it's good closure
The only time I cry is the shower and the rain
As a leader I pray that you are to never see my pain
Just relate to my struggle as I take you down the lane
Of memories, remember me as I enter the game
It's the fame
I will never change watch me remain the same even as I'm in the game
I'm dealing with the fame
I will never change watch me remain the same even as I'm in the game
I'm dealing with the fame