[Intro]
Life can be a bully, but so can people too
[Verse 1]
I've been through sh**, and I just stood and took it
Like my bullies, they took the way I acted and turned it into comedy
I was so stupid to know that if I acted the same again, they would bully me times 10
I hated them, it was a bad time in my life
Their words felt like a pinch from a knife
I didn't wanna be bullied, but there was nothing I could do
I kept on inviting them to bully me so I decided to not want to go to school but I had to, if I faked sick then I would get expelled from school, at the time I thought that would be cool
I would be away from the bullies but I had to attend because my education wasn't that good but I acted better in the end
When I left, I acted more better than I did so no one at college would bully me
[Hook]
All they wanted to do was to push me, push me, push me
All I wanted to do was to run away but that would never solve it so I just decided to let me them push me
[Verse 2]
Back then I was not all that smart
I would get in trouble when the teacher heard me fart
I didn't fit in, not at all
The bullies got worse when they gave me a prank call
I decided to lie and say that I changed my number so they wouldn't risk prankin' me but I was wrong
Now I am expressing all this in a song
I never stayed calm, used to cut a line on my palm
I never did all that good
I should have did things that I should
Really in a way I was a bully
I used to tease them into bullying me so they would become bullies
Now, I am bully free but will that ever change
[Hook]
All they wanted to do was to push me, push me, push me
All I wanted to do was to run away but that would never solve it so I just decided to let me them push me
[Verse 3]
I used to have nightmares at night
Dreaming about spiders ganging up on me and giving me a bite
I felt like I was in Nightmare on Elm Street
There was no Freddy but spiders to replace him
The light would turn dim, that is all in my dream, not in my mind
I would dream bad, now I dream about the things I want to dream about and not things that will keep me up at night
Life is sometimes sh**e
I was a huge bully victim
Felt like I was gettin' punched in my rectum
Wanted to wreck them, tell the bullies that they will be a nobody
[Hook]
All they wanted to do was to push me, push me, push me
All I wanted to do was to run away but that would never solve it so I just decided to let me them push me