A rude awakening, I realize
There's cold obsession in my eyes
An alien face that i have to show
Belonged to me then Some years ago
I'm not myself
I've k**ed my feelings,I'm soulles ice
There's cold obsession in my eyes
My hidden self comes, comes out again
Now filled with hatred and so full of pain
I'm not myself
Bullsh** me with all that fiction
Your propaganda's my addiction
I don't believe a word you say
I wanna have and walk my way
You hide from d**h in lies of life
But then you die, who'll tell me why?
Leave me alone and let me be
You make me blind , but still I see
Although so young,I'm old and wise
There's cold obsession in my eyes
I face my fears, I lose the fight
My soul is darkened and knows no light
I'm not myself
I've k**es my feelings , I'm soulles ice
There's cold obsession in my eyes
Bullsh** me with all that fiction
Your propaganda'a my addiction
I don't believe a word you say
I wanna have and walk my way
You hide from d**h in lies of life
But then you die, who'll tell me why?
Leave me alone and let me be
You make me blind , but still I see
I'm not myself...