I don't know how life should
Go on when there's no end
Even if I keep walking
Pa** the helping-hand
Fearing where to go and
Knowing my soul can't withstand
Is breaking something in half
Inside my broken self
There might be a way to get out
Yet I didn't find out how
So I'll keep waiting for that door
And thought my body starts to rot
And my mind's starting to chop
I'm still believing in the light
I've broken once
And got up again
I've broken twice
It was the same
But despite all that
I'm now reaching my end
Seems like I cannot turn back
I don't know how life should
Go on when there's no end
Even if I keep on holding
Out the seeking-hand
Not knowing where to go and
Feelings, my soul can't withstand
Words 're breaking something in half
I see them cut in skin
The blood is dripping down the knife
"Why can't you just end your life?"
A question, which is repeating
And now their body starts to rot
And their minds 're starting to chop
I lost my belief in the light
"I've broken once
And got up again."
I've broken thrice
It wasn't the same
"It's enough!
I reached my limit just right now."
"You're seeking for a stop?"
Dancing in my head
These shadows fill this body with their shady tears
(And see them running down your cheeks and please your fears)
If you try to run
They'll drag you down and tear you in their filthy sphere
And you ain't going anywhere
(Your life's our game now)
If this is the ending
We're just at the beginning
Watching, not able to do anything
They are s**ing out your blood
You're falling to the ground
With such a weakly thud
I don't know how I should
Go on when there's no end
We are eating your heart
And break down your defense
Just right now I stopped
Holding out the seeking-hand
Your blood's running dry
We are so hungry for more
I've broken
Got up again
But now I give
Into their reign
Yes, that's right you fool
f**ing follow the rules
Parasites 're eating through
f**ing with my head
The shadows fill this body with their shady tears
(And see them s**ing out your blood, increase your fears)
If you try to run
They dragged you down and teared you in their filthy sphere
(And you are staying forever)
If this is now ending
We're still at the beginning
Watching, not able to do anything
They are hungry for your soul
They're eating
And singing
Repeating
Feel the magic poured into your veins
While sipping on the devil's cup
(Sacrifing your (f**ing) body and soul)
Feel how your pith's getting crushed until it breaks
Just like an egg cracks up
My life's a game now
La la la
La la la
La la la la la la la
Forced a smile
Cheerily singing
Until my Asthma has come to end