[Verse 1]
I laid in bed, dreaming of dying
Wondering how to make it painless
Seemed like the only way to be sure
If my life was really loveless
[Chorus]
And never know how I made it out
It makes no sense, I should be dead
Tried to save myself, but I never could
I can only say is God is good
God is good
[Verse 2]
I lift my shirt to find the bruises
But they only make them darker
They brought me close to keep me safe
But it only pushed me farther
[Chorus]
[Outro]
I am not
I am not
I am not my past
I am not made up of holes
Jesus made it so
I am made of miracles