[Intro: Cammy-Kun]'
Been through a lot for the past few years
Gotta get some sh** off my chest
If I offended you then it's whatever
Growth take whatever
[Verse 1 Cammy Kun]
Going up I'm bout to take another step
I should have been like Batman needed time to prep
Move to the US and every minute feels like I'm in hell
Guess it's all different now since I'm no longer 10
I dropped a mixtape, and my peers rejoiced
But what's the point if I never used to feel my voice
Felt like a star I can't believe I made so many views
Woke the next morning and I still can't cop some new shoes
You know what that's called? Epiphany
A couple views doesn't mean that you've made it see
So when a bigger rapper offer opportunities, I know that that's the only way to even get a meal
With that being said, f** Street Light
If I knew I'd get screwed, I'd cop a fleshlight
I would continue but that would only be a waste of time
He's not the only one who committed crimes that have plagued my life
Month after month more people screwed over
That warm fuzzy feeling is gone, I'm getting colder
Learned a bunch of sk**s and suddenly these people notice me
Like a girl with low esteem they wanna take advantage of me
And I don't get it how the hell can you mess this up
We could have teamed up, take the world holding champaign cups
So many people need my help but won't act like a team
Should have wrote you off when you stole your rhymes from DFD
And these days I hate being friends with other rappers
Shoving junk my throat, man this sh** is cancer
But when I make moves, they're silent like crickets
I feel tall and to me you're the same as midgets
And I don't mind waiting for a verse for so long
But it's annoying every month you drop three songs
So sick and tired like a n***a on his d**h bed
People act cold but I can see them clear, infrared
Its so hard for me to make friends
It's even harder just to keep friends
Attracting crummy guys like curvy women what a horror
Never met Ickis but I've met real monsters
You've disappointed me asain kid who got a B
So if you want another chance play the lottery
Don't act surprize, you're not walking with a banshee
Took me for granted now you're all just dead to me
I'm the real life Nagato, now you will know pain
I'll push you all away Shinra Tensei your village to a plain
I refuse to take it anymore, finally drawn the line
Rock boats while I ride the wave I'll be damned if I die while on a plane
Shout of my real friends, and not the claim to be's
I meant the people who made sure I kept my sanity
Used to be so negative so I had to convert
That's how you grow into flower spending time in dirt
And that's real