Verse 1
(Uh)
I've been here for a minute, and now we're on that
Roller coaster of a trip, but man we got that
And yet here I am again, now I'm wondering
If all these things are really all that stunning
I met this girl on the other side of wonderland
Thinkin' 'bout how her body is a wonder, and
Well she ran out to the other side of heaven and
It's been another night alone in my own bed
I guess it's been about that night since I woke up
And felt this sort of emptiness that I can't shut
Closed like my mouth the time that you seduced me
And I wouldn't let you come through like excuse me
It's been a crazy living hell since I met you
I've been crazy here in hell since I loved you
It's been a crazy living hell since I hurt myself
I've been crazy here in hell since you tried yourself
I can't help it if I don't want visitors
I can't help it if I don't want to visit her
But when she acts like this she gets so obscene
And I'd rather be asleep and in my own dreams
Verse 2
Everybody tries to tell you where the money's at
Because everybody's trying to get their wallets fat
No one ever understood the things they put me through
And no one ever really got just why I hate you
While I'm with your girl staying up all night
She goes on about how I'm not doing that right
Well forget her crap and leave her right beside the bed
She ain't grateful, but I won't stop 'till I'm dead
I'm not the type of guy who's Mister Self-Confident
But I'm not the type of guy who's just full of sh**
So maybe there's happy middle somewhere down the road
I won't know until you stop being so cold
I guess if I take my mind back to Wonderland
Go down the Rabbit Hole, but hell would I end?
Life's too f**ing short to try and make a scene
Look out for your girl, and you'll see what I mean
Verse 3
Started from the bottom now I'm here so look at me now
I just want to watch you all cry the tears of a clown
Hold up. Wait a minute!
Yo this verse don't mean sh** unless I throw another reference in it
To all the legends and the greats who are pa**ing me by
I know I'm only eighteen, but I ain't ready to die
Icabod Crane with his motherf**ing top off
Watch as all the critics call this another knockoff
It's so easy to talk sh** behind a lappy screen
But then you'll say a lot of sh** you didn't mean
Maybe then you'll move away and inspire an album
But who the hell is gonna go and listen to the outcome
So maybe I could go and get lost in this wonderland
I don't know if you are looking for another man
But girl let me say your body is a wonder, and...
Well here I go I guess I have to try take a stand
This world really f**ing s**s, so I made my own
And maybe I can really have a place I can call home
So here I am going right down the rabbit hole
Call me back if I seem to lose all control