[Hook]
I'm addicted to this life style
I'm repenting for it right now
Even though I know I'ma do it again
Am I wrong for living for right now
Even though I know I ain't living again?
So who the f** is watching over me?
Man who the f** is watching over me?!
Nobody...
[Verse 1]
As a kid I wasn't lied to, sh** I knew how the bills was paid
Now here I stand, a grown man
And it felt like it would never come
But in all actuality it will never end
Until a n***a dead and gone, set in stone
My grandpop still taking care of motherf**ers
And he a bed of bones
sh** we probably could leave it before the feds is on
But then the money, power and p**y come, that's what led us on
The wrong sh**... just like my man
Got a couple b**hes and regular rotation that he roam with
Just told me he couldn't wait for that iPhone 6
Trying to keep up with the Joneses, and he homeless
sh**... a n***a out here living house to house
But his pockets flat, they need mouth to mouth
Will God forgive me with the sins I committed?
For whatever I did, I'm repenting
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
I can hear 'em hissing, I can here 'em shaking
You gotta weatherize your friends for the insulation
Why hit the club now? I'm getting fixed for greatness
And that's why lately I ain't been showing no participation
A n***a say he love me, it's right back at you
n***as don't really like me but act like they do
Won't betray me in front of me, behind my back they do
Couple n***as got love for me and hate the fact they do
With all this weight, feel like I'm working out
They used to get 'em through the airport, but they searching now
Look at all the lives that the task force is hurting now
Came up with a plan to stop a n***a, I'ma work it out
Cuz can't be out here living house to house
See he ain't thinking of preparing for when they lock him out
Will God forgive me for the sins I'm committing?
For whatever I did, I'm repenting
[Hook]