[Soliloquy][Intro]
There I was, unconscious on the floor
This place I never knew departing from me I'm sure
Awaiting the hand of God knowing I stand to fall
I stared into the pitch black to no hand at all
You're all alone and you think of home
Places you may have been and who you've known
This beauty they speak of I cannot see
As I imagine as a child it's make-believe
Good ideas, hard to find, get one and stand in line
Been judged and judged, what's one more time?
Adoring suffocation through the pain of humiliation
Discover both sides of manipulation
Family picked up and went away
Some friends have left and some have stayed
I've trusted one and been betrayed
And you grow tired of lying on the ground
People walking on you
If you get to your feet, you struggle to stand
People you know withdraw their hands
And you don't know why
I know why..
[Verse1]
I am just unable to feel or God-fear
Some people you may have met on this planet are not here
Life taunts of violence, d**h plots of silence
If your soul's priceless, it's cause no one wants to buy it
If you relapse you quietly falling, nobody catches you
So the monkey on my back is still flinging sh** at you
Wipe it off, let's move on, we have so much to do
So much to see, I have so much pain for you
When your life is s**ing, you got vices
That are something to hold onto as you fall into nothing
It's like you're drowning but too good to take a hand and pities
While you cling to your addiction like a kid in swimmies
Silly habit, d** are for kids, not adults
It is not free to live unless it's under a bridge
New York City could gauge its health with colours
They said I was a danger to myself and others
I have CC brothers, forget my enemies
W.M will live on like the Kennedys
Every amenity, you're loving this
Un-American not to be gluttonous
You have a big chain to accentuate the ugliness
My soul is stuck in this, unaware of its appeal or purpose
Manufactured for you to steal or purchase
You leave behind what you get for money, oh well
What's the weather like, kids?
It's always sunny in Hell!
[Chorus]
I have one thing left to say, I'd like to share it with you
If you don't care, is it too bad for me or too bad for you?
I know it's complicated, you suffer and try to make it
Now maggots just wanna be compensated
And live through Camu
[Verse2]
You picked at his flesh, the d**h of his d**h astounding
The WM on his arm and a circle around it
I like to think what he left behind you can really use it
Instead of saying his name just to move your sh**ty music
The day I feel the need to stand in a bathroom
And shovel c**aine into a human vacuum, I'll look you up
The day I need another hole in my face when you pa** away
People think that you're checking your Myspace
Then your enemies give you public head quick
So wanted at my funeral, just pull out my dead dick
Thought to reject, see him at the gates, they let him in
I guess they needed you as much as we do yet again
I looked at the sky and opened my eyes and the Weathermen
Symbol in the cloud is just a memory of my friend
He stuck his head in the future where they sing his art
Where the wild card will be crowned the king of hearts
[Chorus]
If I had things left to say, why would I share it with you?
How you s** the life from the dead is even too low for you
The time we spent's depleted so that's just that so beat it
Join the kids that eat it up and tell 'em you knew Camu
--Atlanticfayte