Run up on me? sh** ain't sweet
All the haters skip through my tunes and kiss their teeth
You and your girl wanna live off benefits but I work hard
You ain't done sh** in weeks
n***as hear I'm coming for 'em and they piss their sheets
I've got both hands out, one brick in each
Truth is, I don't even wanna live in East
Don't wanna live in London, I wanna live my dream
Wanna get these excessive funds I wanna give my team
Got go-getter lungs, I make money when I breathe
I know it might not last, but I'm making the most of it
I've been through the worst, so any problem, I soldier it
You're p**y and your olders is, nobody's leading
And the pain? I've been through it, lost bros and I'm grieving
And I've bit my tongue before, and my tongue ain't bleeding
Now I'm talking up because it's that season
Listen
I had to get up off my backside and turn sh** around
And I could rap about gripping guns
But that life is for living and not spitting 'bout
And I might piss about, but I know the aim is
I've gotta own my own f**ing yard before my kids are out
And time is of the essence, so I'm flipping out
I've gotta get the realness out, I never had a 9 to 5
No disrespect to anybody who has
I've done too much crime, so they was knocking me back
I swapped a CRB check for a PRS one
And everyone's a busy bee until they get stung
And if you're talking red rum, round here, that's Lamron
Got k**ers ending up like the guy they banged on
And nobody cares if anybody's depressed
Cause they'll kidnap your mum with the rope you hand on
Look, I count the ones I trust with my hands
I count the ones I know who won't switch on me for the bands
I count the ones with 3s up and not cuts in their hands
Growing up, we ain't had sh**, don't be troubling man
And couple don't care, but it's cool, I understand
No one wants your success, they want the upper hand
See, I was the other way, I had the other plans
I'm counting on myself cause I got out of other jams
And I just pick it up from Dan's, then I drop it off to Anne's
Still got music for the fans, I'm turning Bow into Iran
But on the flipside, I've gotta make time to see my nans
They don't know I roll with tools, but it's lucky that I am
And it's lucky that I did, but really it ain't dangerous
They're all a bunch of kids who ain't seen guns in all they've lived
If I punch 'em up, they snitch, and if I ride with them, they snitch
If I keep it with my certi ones, I guarantee we're rich
It ain't a glitch, it ain't a game, leave me if you change for change
Cause I ain't rich yet, you'll definitely change your ways
And I'll still drum a yard, and I'll still take a chain
And you'll be in the rear view and I'll still change a lane
And I've been looking in the past and it's made me brave
But it's just made you scared, and now you show your face
Got the poker face when the feds [?]
Then when you're up, they're like "remember the meal?"
But you eat with who you starve with, and I was starving
On my own with no defenders, I had to mark him
And they're still asking me why but they haven't asked him
But if you want the honest truth, everybody's a target
If I want money then I'm looking where my mask is
While you've got these other rappers' dicks up in your arses
So much that you're forgetting what the f**ing task is
Which is keep it as 100 as your f**ing bars is
But enough of that, what topic did I start with?
Was it all the fake friends or the soft and hard sh**?
Was it all the future plans or past tales of hardship?
Was it all the trust issues or the fact my dargs snitched?
I've got too much time, that's my disadvantage
But I'm ready to blow and the bomb has been planted
And I want a quiet life, yeah, who doesn't?
From the days when my school shirt was missing two bu*tons
I had the crew buzzing
I never knew nuttin', still don't know everything
You still can't touch Almighty Josh cause man will dead for him
I'm still the same Cadell, well, what's left of him
And Harry O's legit now, that was a step for him
When Trubs and Sus is back, it's a problem
I said when Trubs and Sus is back, it's a problem
Free my big cuz and I don't say this often
But all the top boys on your block, we probably robbed 'em