Straight up There are days where I feel all alone
If I had the money I'd cop the chrome and pull my dome
Call my fam wish em well tell em I gave the devil hell
Shed one before the phone goes dead
They stay you live your life to the beat stay up
If that's the case mine is monotone
I ain't tryna be street, this is my home, how I was grown
Day and night the jungle I roam
Things seemed simpler when all I did was collect card boosters
Now I got friends that don't talk to me like they used to
Playing Pokemon Gold they called me loser
Use to love the mornings now I despise the rooster
I'm a one man army-solo military
Standing against the world that sees me as it's enemy
Grown I need war boots for this treachery
Why fear society when I have Jesus to shepherd me
So if you feel lost know to take things slow
Because even a dead fish goes with the flow
Abide by God's staff don't suicide
Because if you do you give your foes the last laugh
We all being judged waiting to be tried
Battling not flesh but the demons inside
And if one person leaves you another replaces
Bad memories fade and they erase they traces
Baby I did what I could for you
Now you so phony you have more than two faces
You don't play like that. Shoulda seen this trap
Got a fat a** but dammit it her heart be flat
West was right I wanna k** haaaa
But I'd rather laugh my misery over tequilaaaa
In the end we'll see who's more realaaaa
They say words k** so I guess I'm a k**aaaa
Keeping it trill day in and out just to pay these bills
Stay hungry like a shark with blood out gills
Hungry for this cash I won't stop till this belly filled
Till I pop the top in a benz with sunny wheelz