[verse 1: C-Bakes]
Yesterday I relapsed, dwelled so hard that I got stuck
Frozen in time, ran out of luck, felt like I was struck
How long does it take to get back on my feet and smile
I feel so worn out I lost the race but still ran so many miles
Might as well k** me, I won't belong here for awhile
Dead on the floor, blood everywhere *we need a clean up on the aisle*
Man why is life so rough? I thought I was set for years
Just as soon as you discover you got f**ed over you shed tears
Lay in bed all day wondering how to live without them till you snap
They could f** you over so many times and you'd still take 'em back
You know you deserve better, but when you had 'em, it was great
The moments as you experienced them felt so amazing it was fate
Fate drew us together, now it could draw us apart
I wonder how long it'll take to mend a fragile broken heart
If I could take it back I guess I would to refrain from the pain
They always said love isn't a game until you find out you were played
[Chorus: Ca**]
I try to say that I'm not okay
I try to say that, I need you
I thought we'd be together always
But you didn't Love Me
[verse 2: C-Bakes]
Sometimes simple things remind me, and I miss what used to be
It's like the world just hates me and shuts down and crashes on me
Betrayal doesn't affect them, it only affects you as a whole
Now trust is even harder to gain next time you try to feel full
Have you ever been so dependent on someone that you aren't happy alone?
That no matter what they do, you'll go back, and they could break all of your bones
But you depend on'em, rely, and now it's hard for you to grow
You become everything you promise not to be, and weakness is shown
Now they leave you and you're destroyed, what do you do now?
Try to find someone else to distract you? Become happy? How?
I've been f**ed over and lied to and I'm still here standing
What else you got life? Throw it at me! You don't understand me
I've been through hell and back and I get up, my life is a crash landing
But I survived, so did you, that means you're outstanding
I still have strength, I just feel empty without love
Give me a sudden boost of energy, you're the one I dream of
[Chorus: Ca** & C-Bakes]
[bridge: C-Bakes](x2)
Love isn't a game, it's real to me
So why are you playing, why can't you see
That everything you do, is affecting me
I guess we were just, too good to be
[verse 3:]
So after months go by, I'm no longer your priority
I'm just another stranger, but now you don't have authority
You shouldn't have say over my happiness and how I feel
You left me when I needed you, so here's the final deal
Remember me when you're alone, it was me that you forbid
Move on to someone else who won't give you half of what I did
Will you forget me? My impact should last a lifetime
I won't try to be in your life if you won't try to be in mine
They go and try to make you jealous, sh**, why would you mind?
You ain't even that mad cause you grew up and they still act nine
So it proves that you're more mature, and you're more fit for the world to see
But I still wish that somebody was there to Love Me
I don't do anything to help myself, I'm so depressed
Now I gotta do my best, I'm put to the test
So when you need help, please don't call me
Because when I needed you, you weren't there to love me
[Chorus: Ca**]