Im a lost soul i told you I need to talk about it
Never had a family and i always felt lost without it
I don't wanna doubt it but my mother's love was honest
Though not flawless i remember pawnin watches
For 40 dollars i rolled it up that night
But the only problem was i stayed up all night
Lost my love for life when i looked in the mirror
I had broken the trust of which nothing was clearer
As my trial got nearer id speak of deception
And how my twisted perception led in this direction
But in reflection, i started asking my self the question
I have no voice proved my choice for selection
Like candidates in an election its slim pickens
I took a breath before I explained the plot thickens
I was pot addicted while junkies injected the needles
And i saw it as a way the feds infected the people
Twin towers dropped was a thousand cops added to the housing blocks
But i still found a spot
I used to lounge a lot till they started shootin the schools
Its ironic cuz they teach to be fools
Tricked to think popular is cool
I sat back like this is our future
Turned on the computer seen drama on the internet
My brother got tagged wit pictures of his wife in the bed
Givin head to the next dumb schmuck
Yo f** its just useless
But i could give one f** cuz I've become ruthless
And the truth is without music i really ain't got sh**
Working mad hours paying rent wit no profit
I told her about dude in the benz wit fat pockets
How the idea to rob him came in i couldn't stop it
Its my logic knew I had to save the children
So I took her hostage just to escape the building