I have watched the river bed dry up
Covered by the orange clay dusted and cracked and peeling
Know that time is the enemy
If I'm not ready now I may never be
Feel all the indifference locked up and cauterized
Coursing through my veins
Let all dreams come crashing down
I have relied on wasting all I could be
I've pa**ed the time (pa**ed the time)
Watching dead leaves fall
The hopelessness of what we learn
From day of birth to final breath
Have I dreamed though my life or is there still a chance
How the f** can you know how this feels
I've come from nothing
I've got nothing to lose
Day after day I die a little more
Pa**ing the time watching dead leaves fall
Knowing that in my time on earth
I have failed
I lay down among the fallen