[Verse]
Ok, so
I'm barely getting started, been thinking all by myself
I think it's time so uh
You broke my heart, and i never knew this is how it felt
No one wanted to see me shine but i knew you'd help me out
I knew i couldn't let you down
Let them all know how i felt
Been so sad, messed up so many times
Cause i didn't know how you felt
You broke me every time - damn, how could you?
Knowing damn well i was the only one riding for you
Yeah, you tried so hard not to break my heart
But baby it's okay
I knew you had some problems from the start
But the pain is crazy, insane, that is blowing up in my brain
I can't help but think about you, care about you
Yet, it's so much to handle
And the sh** going on at home breaks me even more
My dad's screaming "Out the door"
Telling my moms the night he's gonna leave
And never come back
It's hard with all my anger i got in me
Punching these walls left to right
But i guess i'm letting it all down
Going crazy and
I never knew i'd be going through this
But i guess i am
I'm out here talking bout all these feelings like "Wow ten toes down"