Freezing to d**h in this rain
I still remember the day
I never thought I'd remember your name
You said you would always be there for me but you never remained
Forever I drained these memories of everything sane
Once psychotic but the clocked and shot it next to our brain
The clip was empty so I never felt the pleasure of pain
But I seriously wish on that day, that thing was equipped with bullets I pulled the trigger
Now love lets see some b**h to pull it
All of this inconsilling, nothing can save this k**ing
I thought you cared for me
Why you running away from feelings
You hold it in your eyes
It wouldn't be to begin
That was jibberish after this you won't be breathing again
I was deceived by a friend within the demon within
Telling me not to do what I needed but I wasn't believing him
You f**ing lied you told me you would be by my side
If I would of know this was going to happen
I would of tried and make everything better, instead of letting it rise
You could never decide, whats worse you were letting me die inside
You f**ed up but I don't care coz it's over
I've been in colder situations now that I'm dirty sober
And I promise I would share the pain I had with you
Outside of your window with a sniper rifle and I'm aiming it at you
Stay the f** away from me b**h I hate you
There ain't no body around that can save you
For what you rightfully deserve for leaving me
Not needing me
Never was there never believed in me [x2]
I pulled the trigger to get her f**ing attention
I should have murdered the both of them but i have nothing against them
I ran up six flights of steps, ready to sacrifice, wasting my last bullet shooting the sky
I cashed my knife, now with full force, of course the door had a latch inside
So i kicked it open and noticed her and her man inside
I yelled, don't act like you never f**ing deserve this
I swung my fist, she fell face first to the surface
I blacked her eye, that a**hole tried to pull a gat instead
I swipped it from his hand, and stabbed him in the abdomen
He screamed with dying tones, not once did he act the dream
Both unconscious so i cover their bodies with gasoline
Can't breath, bad luck the b**h I had it
My friend hesitated and then said f** it and lit the match
If only you would have cared you would of seen how nice I am but you never wanted me so listen you die for him