Disintegration, alienation
My life’s a mess
I’m feeling nothing
Driving around looking for
The power of the needle touching my skin
The walls of my shallow grave
Is where my head will sleep?
There’s no easy road
Everlasting serenity
Just to find some peace
In my crazy uncertainty
Disintegration, alienation
Leave the pieces on the floor
There’s no turning back
They keep calling me again, and again
I feel helpless inside, no place to hide
The harder I fight, the faster I’ll die
I wanna know if you’re with me
Closing all the doors to my freedom
Closing all the doors
The world is tearing me apart
Come back to bed, stay in my thoughts
‘Cause I need to learn how to control myself
Psychotherapy 101, stating my pain once again
I must be insane, there is no escape
Craving to die yet another day
Feeling it crawling my spine
I don’t know how to fight
Psychotherapy 101
My desire is written underneath
The shame of my defeat
I need to fell
Some peace, some rest
‘Till the day I am dead
Feeling it crawling my spine
I don’t know how to fight
I wanna know if you’re with me
Closing the doors to my freedom
I need to feel
Some peace, some rest
‘Till the day I am dead
Shut up!