See i feel hate and i feel spite Dont know why But it feels right Sittin in my room in dead night Dont know what to do So i end life This endless engagement sh** got me light headed Work so hard So im thinkin that i might get it Dont know where the night headed Darkness all around tryna get me Man i might let it Mightent materialise Look at the fear in your eyes I revolutionize Won't sympathise With your wack thoughts Why you getting back for Why you all scared now Comin out the ground So im bout to appear now World so fake So i gotta keep it real now People on my back So i gotta keep the steel now I dont know what to feel now Dont know what to fear now You never act aware now No trust no gain Picture with, no frame Always taking the blame
All of these demons Arrise when im sleepin Dreamin Take me back to that place again A place so full of pain And a place so full of hurt Ringing in my ears All this pain i can't exert Im just waiting to disperse My soul in every verse Slowly drifting off to sleep and i Wake from my rest Throw on my amulet This was no accident You ain't no advocate Live in a catalyst Act like an an*lyist Jsut for the hell of it See its always best That you payin attention Preventing suspension Causin callotral Nothin is natural In this countries capital Fade out made out No way i can change My brain rearrange Know im really not the same You tryna get through life Almost lost my life twice Puttin on an act You ain't that You ain't nothing