No time no date
Lookin for my place in the cosmos
Always take the wrong road
Soul so distant
So persisastent
Feel so far away
I dont know whats missin
f** up out my business
Lookin for forigevness
The sh** i had to witness
Scarred in my brain
Thoughts k**in me
Little more every day
Another war
Another way
Have it all torn away
Ripped from my grip
So i trip and i drink
Body deformed
From the d** we would mix
Used to play with sticks
Now we just sell them
Man i used hate d**
But now i just hate love
Can't believe a word
Its like everything is made up
Know i used to play up
But i ain't the same now
Ima let you know
You dont wanna take the same route
Equippin my armour
To guard me from karma
Die for the game
b**h i am a martyr
We goin farther
Then i know you ever will
You try so hard but
I know that we better steel
Wonder how berettas feel
Met my match
I met my will
Never thought my biggest enemy
Be the pain i feel
Your predictions ain't viable
Drugs fillin the vial
This world is vile
It makes me feel sick
To know i am trapped
By the thoughts that i think
I cannot depart
It stick with you forever
Denying i think of her
Sacraficin my life
Just hand it to lucifer
Do what you will
Ill take the torture
Discard me to hell
Let me lay in the scorch
Sometimes i wonder
What will be my last thoughts
Will i regret all these battles i fought
And living distraught
The f** what was it for
All of these stresses
Brought on by depression
Man i hate this life
Cannot believe that i cheat d**h nice