Head spinnin
Ain't winnin
Just paintin my picture
Hope that you know i ain't f**ing wicha
I grind
I light up
Dont know where im gunna wind up
But i know
You won't find us
My mind buzz
f** what they sayin crime does
You dont know
Why you actin like you got dope flow
You ain't sh**
Adjacent
To this whole damn world
Look up
Hearin the birds
Up in the sky
Circle the bodies
Wait for em to dive
If i were to die
Do not revive
Turn me to smoke
And turn to me to ash
Not meant to last
Think bout the pain that i could not contain
Adderall and trammadal
f** your call
Ive had it all
I ain't really mad at all
You try but no
You will withdrawl
See you rise
But then you fall
Always on a set back
Tell yo a** to get back
I said it and i meant that
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Rollin a 2
Rollin a 3
Rollin a blunt
But b**h its for me
Bouta get high
Im boutta get down
Sit on my throne
But can't find my crown
What can you do when the silence around
Smoke to the face lay in the sound
Already there you barely close
Im up the coast ain't tryna boast
I fall in to a comatose
f** your life
I overdose
Way too high
And the heart beat fast
Reachin my peak
Knees a weak
Fall to the ground
Always been around
Nothin to do
So we smokin the loud
Poppin the pill
Remaining real
Never will speak of the pain that we feel
Thats how it is
My eyes dont shine
f** what you say
This life is mine
Act like im nothin
Im doin fine
Time will pa**
Fast and slow
Dont say a word
I pa** the dope
Im covered in chrome
Born to be alone
Dont want your company
Dont want support
People will take what they can't afford
The truth concealed
World filled with lies
Stay on the low and
We stay disguised
Wait for the night
Headin to hell
On the day that i die
Said i was grinding
But you not beliving us
Back from the future
Im back to the previous
Making me tedious
Sending my warning
Body restrained
My mind exploring
Hail is pouring
Straight down my face
Deface disgraces
Travel to places
That you never go
What have i become
f** facing my problems
Id rather just run
Deep in the night
Dont plan to survive
Wherever its haunted
Thats where i will thrive
Think d**h is hard
b**h try being alive
And living deprived
Was meant for this sh**
From the day i arrived