[Verse 1: Blue Rain]
I'm needing you to talk to, cause nothing's making sense
When living had me tripping you would listen to me vent
My angel heaven sent, wanna follow where you went
I miss the time we spent, reliving all these memories
Got me sipping Hennessy, I need to feel your energy
Remember me from way back, my needle in a haystack
Now who's gonna be here, be the one to repair
This hole that's in my soul and it don't even seem fair
It's empty since you left me, tears are pouring from the clouds
Days fade away, can't stay more than we're allowed
Out loud is how I'm talking, sobbing, hope that you can hear me
I can see you clearly, watch me fall to my descent
Is lunacy, consuming me? Somehow could I prevent
Your pa**ing with my actions? What was tragic, turn it backwards
Haven't seen a time machine, though you're gone, life goes on
Til we meet again, don't know when, just be strong
[Chorus: Blue Rain]
I'm missing you so much, reminiscing on your touch
Your spirit, I can feel it, no condition to your love
Watch you turn into a bu*terfly, I'll sing to you this lullaby
It's change that stays the same, so I'll see you on the other side
[Verse 2: Blue Rain]
Everywhere I go, I keep seeing some reminders
Your name on some page or the phrase that would define ya
This dimension's our divider, when I dream it takes me higher
It's there that I find ya, your essence in the heavens
Enveloped in your presence then it's back to my life sentence
Every morning, how to cope with no jokes to make me laugh?
You chose to have my back, spoke out on my behalf
Wish I broke the hourgla**, with this pen, rewrote the past
Say it happens for a reason that's beyond our understanding
Seems like some demon went and did this underhanded
Why he planned it? Mad at God, It's so hard, left me stranded
All these strangers, I feel nameless, there's no one left to talk
Only one who ever knew me, saw right through/threw me off my guard
Conveyed by the stars and the cards my fortune drew me
Wish they schooled me in advance, one last dance, grabbed your hand
Said I love you, didn't wait, too late, I had my chance
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[Verse 3: Blue Rain]
Maybe time will right it all, in my heart, find me peace
Then I can finally sleep without crying in these sheets
No longer need to numb it, this pain'll finally cease
This feeling in my stomach, can't outrun I lose the race
Put on a happy face, I'm just strolling through the motions
All the moments that were stolen, but they tell me not to stress
The depth that we connect, so blessed I can feel it
Hasn't left, even d**h, nothing's gonna steal it