You know sometimes when I get up in the morning
I don't know if I can face another day
Because sh**'s been so f**ing hard for so f**ing long
And it don't seem like sh**s ever going to change
Sometimes it seems like the sh** ain't doin nothin' but getting worse
Sometimes when I look in the mirror
I really despise at what I see
'Cause pride
Strength, honor, love and life they don't seem to have a lot to do with me
Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago
Something inside me way deep down died
And I can't remember when
I just don't know where the f** I went wrong...
What's life but a river of tears anyway, huh?
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For away to make my way through this world full of sh**
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of d**h
I've lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet f**ing dream
A myth made up by a liar who's despair is a void you can slip into forever
I've been as low as you can go
And I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up
But everytime I get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere
It's seems like someone or something knocks me the f** back down
One step forward, two steps back
I read somewhere "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think I've lost hope
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of d**h
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I'm so f**in' tired of being f**ed up all the time
But I can't seem to do it any other way
Maybe I'm not as strong as you
But sometimes my f**ed up life brings me down
When I look around
My life it didn't make me hard
It just hardened something deep down inside of me
I think it was my humanity
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human
I don't wanna be like this no more
I'm just looking for some shelter of salvation
Or something to believe in or maybe just, just someone who cared
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of d**h
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
d**h will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of d**h
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
d**h will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
I've got nothing left
I await for the angel of d**h
I've lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
d**h will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
There's no where to turn, everyone betrays you
I can't trust anyone and I'm so f**ing paranoid
I'm always waiting for the fall, for the let down
It's just no way for sure
I can't remember when a day's gone by
That I haven't thought about taking myself out
I know I ain't sh** and I know I ain't ever be sh**
I've got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live
If I can just look at one person
And see them smile at me and know that they meant it
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**
Every Day
Each f**ing day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some f**ing way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of sh**