[Prod. by Bliss]
[Hook: Mafeni]
Most days I feel like I'm slipping away
Got nothing to do, I got nothing to say
I can't love you, it might get in the way
Faded at home playing video games
[Verse 1: Mafeni]
I think I finally lost my mind
Disguise my issues with my voice
I'm getting high off the lies
I think I found my drug of choice
People support me, life is great
Don't judge a man off his mistakes
All on my own I'm feeling blessed
Don't like when people bring me stress
I was low on self-esteem
Lost in all my selfish dreams
Fight depression in the summer
That's a never-ending battle
Y'all n***as forgot my number
I don't feel the need to dap you
Tryna get this music popping
Nothing worth it to come back to
I gotta get it right
Way too f**ing old to have no plans in my life
Stressing everyday, don't need Xans in my life
Got some issues with commitment
Be your man for the night then I'm gone
[Hook: Mafeni]
Most days I feel like I'm slipping away
Got nothing to do, I got nothing to say
I can't love you, it might get in the way
Faded at home playing video games
[Verse 2: Mafeni]
She's been fed so many lies, she finds it hard to stomach truth
And if I met a good girl I wouldn't know what the f** to do
f** your squad, f** your rules, I just do what I do
Ball alone, feel alone, I'll be alone when it's through
Get the money, get the cars, get the home with the view
When this all feels empty girl that's when I need you
I don't wanna act hard just to prove I'm the man
I'm living life on myself not these people's demands