There's this one thing, I never understood
It's Why, would God create twins, one bad and one good
And should I be successful with evil, or not amount to sh**
Life should never be this stressful, why should i adapt to it
I'm tired of being the odd one out
My Empire gotta be build on some different route
Cause living with the same person has got one thing on my mind for certain
It's should live with this burden?
He always gotta be the best with talent, i ain't better
And if we searching for that go girl, he's the go getter
Reaching my hand out to grab this Beretta
Why should I slow my fams life down, i can't keep us together
I'm a f** up, it's contagious
All my friends left me, and now the sh** they do is so outrageous
I just led, by example, now my life's been deceived
Thats the part of me that needs to leave, the same thing that makes him breathe
Daily struggles always coming for a lifetime
When I was born the problem was already mine
I love this kid but my whole life I've been outshined
Is it my time, or am I blind?
Started off as semen, He was an angel I was a demon
Shoulda had me adopted, or suffocate my breathing
At a young age my moods started changing like seasons
My family wanna disperse, it's alright i don't need em
And my twin , we ain't the same, he different
Nah we don't look a like, n don't got the same interests
He interested in getting interest in his banks accounts
And me i'm just interested in getting lifted, blacking out
Got some scholarship from Marist, f** this scholar sh**, i'm dropping out, like a mis-carriage
Downfall, same thing made me trip
Tripped from laced sh**, no laces, Even my shoes got more soul than these dealing faces
Can't do sh** right when i'm compared to my brother
And I can't do sh** right in the eyes of my mother
And that suicide attempt, i'm still tryna recover
Still I ain't found myself, I gotta a lot to discover
Daily struggles always coming for a lifetime
When I was born the problem was already mine
I love this kid but my whole life I've been outshined
Is it my time, or am I blind?
My disposition, they never listen
Constant struggles, no brake, no intermission
World ain't bad, they my decisions
Was told to never keep my problems bottled up
So I just down the bottle, shoulda kept that bottle shut
Need some luck, got no clovers i ain't Irish
So i'll drink this bud, plus i love my clovers a little more stylish
Needa grow up man i'm actin so childish
Wish twins were more alike, cause lately I've been wilding
Gotta, turn my ship around, no Poseidon
These habits getting worse, whats next, drinking and driving?
Had some dreams of chilling with my fam on an island
But i don't deserve it, he does, hes constantly striving
Give me another chance, Gotta turn my life around
It's either swim with these sharks, or i'll be forced to drown
Swim with these sharks or i'll be forced to drown