[VERSE 1: BLACK JOSH] Sometimes I'm quiet and I don't speak much When I was little my dad used to say speak up Mumbling, don't know how to speak to people Feeling odd coming in contact with equals Cause' if i was [spending?] going out the only black kid on the playground There was always a kid who had something to say about my appearance So I Banged Him, I'm talking from younger, 'bout Malcolm x and Fred Hampton Before questions needed answering Based on my n***as in the M14, the [Muttles?], richest b**hes the more weed Paranoia thinking it's publicized to make more fiends I've seen it k** guys motivation to do more things Feel like it k** mine; there at myself like why do i still rhyme? In a dark place but I'm a star and the world shines Just you got the ill vibe It's still time to make it timeless like still time In my own world, but this is real life [Chorus] But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I'm stressed With an arm full of eczema Yo it's hard cause I can't start where I left off Where did I go wrong ? don't wanna start with the next one Man I'm f**ing stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema Man I'm f**ing stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better... [VERSE 2: BLACK JOSH] I've infatuted but never loved 'till i met this one girl man I never think I could We don't trust eachother and we probably never would Both been around cheating and you learn that lesson once
If you can't see through it then we'll blind you with your [front?] So she's been looking at my phone and she's pulling up her gums Thinking that I'm creeping, that I'm talking with someone Cause any ennemy can appear as one of your loved ones But f** fake ones and ultimatums If I've got a choice why do I have to make one? Life's just take one or take none - cut; This ain't a film and heroes die I repeat to my grandad and still got tearful eyes n***a you gonna go deaf tryna hear those lies We ain't blind, just tryna pay for closed eyes We ain't blind, just tryna pay for closed eyes [Chorus]x2 But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I'm stressed With an arm full of eczema Yo it's hard cause I can't start where I left off Where did I go wrong ? don't wanna start with the next one Man I'm f**ing stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema Man I'm f**ing stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better... But I feel like my heart just left from my chest man I'm stressed With an arm full of eczema Yo it's hard cause I can't start where I left off Where did I go wrong ? don't wanna start with the next one Man I'm f**ing stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema, stressed with this eczema Man I'm f**ing stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better, stressed to make it better...