(Yung Lan on the track!)
How you doing ladies and gentlemen?
I go by the name of Blac Yougsta
I rep them three letters C-M-G
And I name this project Illuminati
Because I felt like I sacrificed a lot of sh** to get here
I had to sacrifice a lot of friendships
A lot of family members
The lifestyle, the streets, the b**hes, the drug dealing
The shootouts, g**ning and sh** you know I had to stop that sh** you know
And you know this is the toughest thing to sacrifice
Motherf**ers you been with all your life you know
And if you ever had to sacrifice something (Welcome to Illuminati)
Thank God
Tried to take my stripes, almost lost my life
Watch my lil brothers struggle, fighting for his life
These n***as k**ed my brother he was dead wrong
Got the phone call I was heading home
Tried to rob him thought he had some money on him but my brother only had a cell phone
Runna B know I miss you brother know I never ever wanna forget you brother
Know I'm with you brother bought some shoes for you fore you died and I know they fit you brother
Lord knows I hate that bullet hit you brother
Lord know I hate that n***a k**ed you brother
And you see the pain I be going through
I be shedding tears in that foreign coupe
They just see me acting out in public
But they never know what I'm going through
They don't really know how I'm stressed out
They don't wanna know what I wanna go and do
I just wanna hang out the sunroof
I just wanna let go a gun or two
I already k**ed your k**er baby brother
I just wanna k** your k**ers son too
I swear to god
Swear to god I ain't gone let no lil n***a play me
Swear to god I'ma buy mama that new Mercedes
Swear to god I ain't gon' pay attention to no haters
I swear to god, I cross my heart
My fingers ain't crossed (no no no) No
That's on my life, that's on my life baby
If you stay loyal, I'll make you wife baby
Seen a lot of things, Codeine fiends
Lost a lot of friends, I miss my dawgs
All these friends I done lost, all these cars, all these houses
All these j**els I done bought, but it still feel like I lost
Even though I live like a boss, I don't really feel like a boss
Talk to my n***as every night man I wish they was here just to talk
I just wanna have a conversation with them
I just wanna tell 'em I done made it n***a
I just wanna tell 'em how these n***as hating
I just wanna tell 'em how they babies living
Oh, you gotta man up out here n***a
Run your bands up out here n***a
Is you on your knees, is you s**ing dick is standing up out here n***a
If you ain't gangsta better get the f** from out here n***a
Is your big Glock 27 30 round clip tucked out here n***a
I swear to god (Gang Gang)
f** with me I'ma let them k**ers come through n***a f** them b**hes
I'ma let my lil n***as run through them b**hes
I done seen so many real n***as die
Seen so many real n***as cry
Seen a lot of fake real n***as switch sides
Oh, Lord can you forgive me, oh Lord I know you hear me
I know I did a lot of bad things I had to take care of my children
I know you understand Lord, what it take to be a man Lord
I was gone get kicked out if I didn't pay my landlord
Don't leave me now, girl
Is you gone stay down, and hold me down girl?
If I go to jail right now, would you bail me out girl?
If I go to hell right now, would meet me out there?
I swear to god, I talk to God every night
I miss my dawg, I pour my hear every night
I could've never made it off that flight
When I got shot I could've never fight, I could've died
I could've told my brother I love him before he died
I could've told my big cousin not to slide
Without that
I don't know what the f** I was thinking
You know what I'm saying, I just wish I would've told Craig
Like it ain't even worth it f** that sh** homie
Rest in pea- Rest in peace Runna B I love you to d**h
I swear to god