[Verse 1]
Cypher Cypher
Ain't nobody nicer
Always make a k**in', when I'm steppin' to the mic bruh
Rappin', spittin', tryna keep my spirits on the light side
Head full of uncertainty, anxiety got me uptight
Rollin up, slowin down, always tryna focus in
Seems like all I'm counting on is when I'm f**in' tokin' and
Blazin' like a Phoenix from the ashes gettin' to the sky
Stuck inside a purgatory; just escapin' space and time
Never gonna be okay, even though they say I will
Never known a life that's good unless I'm smokin weed it's chill
Addicted to a life of pleasure, nothing else will ever measure
Life is like a box of chocolates, never knowing what you get
But I ain't f**in' Forrest Gump, I know what I'm to expect
If you wanna see like me look through and peruse my mind
I'd love to tell you but it's k**in' me like mental suicide
Let me borrow your mind
I think that I'm losing mine
[Hook]
If you wanna roll with Bing
Pa** another joint back
Light it up, blow it out
Wait until we get whack
We're takin off this plane is gettin' higher
All we need is fire
To get a little higher
Higher
If you wanna roll with Bing
Pa** another joint back
Light it up, blow it out
Wait until we get whack
Love me baby if you would desire
We can cross on fire
And get a little higher
Higher
[Verse 2]
Everyone who doubted me and callin me a f**in' joke
Is eatin up their words and throwin up all of the hate they spoke
Their mentality bulimic
Leave 'em in a state anemic
Atrophy compared to me
I know I'm my own being
Praying for a happy ending
Hoping that my God is sending
Blessings and good fortunes from when I changed to Bing from Brendan
Rappin wasn't in the plans
I just started writing when
I was lost disoriented from losing my best friend
Wrote a eulogy that's in his name and in his memory
I just hope'd it give me strength and peace and some serenity
Never knew I had a gift until some people heard me spit
Reactions equaled droppin' jaws, asking me who is this kid?
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Life is short
I'm just tryna make the best of it I can
Startin' off by rappin' and apologizing to my fam
I'm sorry if this isn't what or where you'd think I'd be
But I had to wake up from myself and go and get my dreams
Know it isnt practical but I had to do it
Say screw it, just lose it, and f**in' pursue my music
Sorry mom and dad, but I had to take a chance
Like Drake you can thank me later when I'm reachin' tons of fans
I know this road is difficult, but I'll make it through
Few have made it in the game, but I am with the few
Please don't worry second guess or try to talk me out of it
I know the odds percentages, but just dont bother counting it
Believe in me and give me hope I know you've never outed me
Myself included in this too I've never ever doubted me
I'm workin' through blood, sweat, and tears and puttin' all my soul in this
Never slowin down or stoppin', I'm just f**in' rollin' b**h
[Hook]