(Jordan Meyer Chorus)
I cant take the Pain / I cant take the Pain so Please just let it out of me
(BIGSTAT VERSE 1)
Looking at your picture when I wake up
reminiscing still wishing you would wake up
Im wishing you would Listen when I say stuff
No response Youre gone the Pains stuck
It just isnt the same
It doesnt Matter how much I visit your grave
Considered to visit the k**er in prison but WHY revisit the pain if He isnt ashamed
This Cant be real it cant be real
I still dont feel like my family Healed
I wanna move forward but Im standing still with this whole in my soul that I cant fulfill
and I accept that Im left with a void
I remember you left remember your choice
I remember the pain remember the joys
but it eats me up inside I cant remember your Voice I cant take it
(Jordan Meyer Chorus)
I cant take the Pain / I cant take the Pain so Please just let it out of me
(Bigstat Verse 2)
Its been a little while since I wrote to you
Its been a little while since I spoke to you
I see these little signs and I know its you
and when Im doing my thing I do it all for you
In my heart in my blood in the air I breath
when I look in the mirror I see you stare at me
your survive when you look in these eyes
your that drive that keeps me alive
I couldnt understand how you left and ran out
but Im a man now I figured gods plan out
when I felt the hurt It was like Hell on Earth
didnt know why you died I blamed myself at first
why'd you take my momma c'mon God couldnt you have waited longer
it was so hard to face the drama
kept my head up and guess what it made me stronger but still
(Jordan Meyer Chorus)
I cant take the Pain / I cant take the Pain so Please just let it out of me
(BIGSTAT VERSE 3)
No More Gettin Upset Now
No More Accepting Regrets Now
I Cant change that my Brains been Engraved
with this Pain Everyday and I'll Never Forget How
I Wanna Be Free I Wanna be Free
it Still always seems to Keep Botherin me
Noone else can Make this Change so its gotta be me
I wont allow a black cloud to keep followin me
I Dont Know your Name or what Prison your In
Ill Never Understand why you did what you did
I just Need all this weight 2 be lifted within
So I'll be the Bigger man I Forgive What you Did
All I know is that this was NO Accident
All I hope is that my Mother found Happiness
now I know nothing can stands in my way
cuz this pain made me the man i am today