[Hook x2]
Anxiety, can't phase me I'm breaking out
Depression, don't phase me I made it out
Society, won't trap me I'll make it out
Who you tryna be? I dunno but I'll figure it out
[Verse 1]
I rose up to a devil tryna cuddle, sleeping in my bed
An ugly feeling, demon, breathing down my neck,
Silhouettes
Of evil screaming in my head,
deceiving me to disbelieving
A reason to disconnect
And I still cannot find relief
I need to learn how, to swallow Peas
But see, p's for peace, not for pills or purple hills
Cuz those could k** my dreams, if I ever fall asleep
Now just follow me, see what I've seen, while I paint a scene of olive
Green
Chronic trees blowing leaves like an autumn breeze
Flying high but only falling deep
Underneath a sea of grief, where I submarine
To a colony, properties of debris, where my problems seem
Too extreme, self esteem, low I sob n weep
Yelling please, set me free, till I hear momma preach
"get up bob n weave, only God is king!"
[Hook]
Open your eyes for me
How you doing?
Well, I ain't feeling well
Burning from within, feel like I been through depths of hell
Mental health
Sometimes I think I need some help
But only time I wish was someone else was so I couldn't hear myself
Anxiety, can't phase me I'm breaking out
Depression, don't phase me I made it out
Society, won't trap me I'll make it out
Who you tryna be? I dunno but I'll figure it out
[Verse 2]
Alternating addictions, alliteration, afflicted
I would love to hit the brake fo I break but lately this sickness
Is crazy, angry, and eagerly vicious
Anxious n waiting for something but don't know what I'm missing
I've been, conflicted, with a twisted condition
Buried deep in my thoughts, and still consistently digging
Through, each of these bars, to find myself in this prison
Revisit revisions till I'm committed to finish my sentence
Or I'm, acquitted, and sent back in the open
To the jungle of snakes, rats, serpents and rodents
Where, doses of hate, wrath, your closest opponents
Play back, old moments just to toy with emotions
And you, sipping mistakes, a potion that's potent
Broken focus, and you floating in a motionless ocean
Like Moses, split between, d**h and your omen
A crazy kid with a dream and goal
Call me loco motive (I keep going)
[Hook]
Open your eyes for me
How you doing?
Well, I ain't feeling well
Burning from within, feel like I been through depths of hell
Mental health
Sometimes I think I need some help
But only time I wish was someone else was so I couldn't hear myself
Anxiety, can't phase me I'm breaking out
Depression, don't phase me I made it out
Society, won't trap me I'll make it out
Who you tryna be? I dunno but I'll figure it out