I see the light beam through the pane on the window sill
Make that flower grow slow but beautiful still
Kinda reminds me of my life, it seems that light comes through the pain
And i know i need the water but do it always have to rain
Why do the problems stay the same, why do the good things have to change
Thats what I'm asking, can't the past be the past for today
Its kinda sad when the last thing i have is my name
And even thats been attacked, I'm crashing but the pa**ion remains in me
Can't complain bout constraints man I'm breaking free
I could never explain whats contained in my veins
I can just maintain till i attain it'll be plain to see
Never change ill be famous for sustaining me
Know whats lame to me, you got hate in your heart
And straight art can't chart without you breaking apart
I stay smart, create, we can debate tomorrow
A great start hope i can escape the waves of sorrow
Else ill fall on my sword, these hollow feelings implore
Can i borrow you Lord, i thought you promised me more
Man i swear i thought you promised more
But instead I'm left with fear that been swallowed doors
Of opportunity, first choice nah man this music thing is new to me
And usually the loose screws seem due to me
The doom of me ain't news i got bruises you see
Cuz i been bled for my dreams
They been dead for it seems, like ten years and a week
Exchange sleep so i can breathe in defeat
Least i can still breathe now I'm bleeding on beats
Cuz my heart on this track, took it right out my chest
Too far gone to retract, its a fact I'm a mess
But no sorries for being real
And i ain't made up no stories just so i could sell
And i hear them ghost stories cuz my skin is pale
But its all for His glory so ill never
No ill never fail, you know i could never fail
I ain't being co*ky man I'm just saying how i feel
And when its rocky man I'm swinging till i hear the bell
Don't try and stop me man I'm winning just throw in the towel
Thats confidence you gotta have when your backs against the wall
Put a mask on what you lack, maybe you grasp and have it all
It happens fast or not at all, id rather crash then have a fall
They said I'm mad to get involved, i didn't ask any of ya'll
Cuz im not the slave of opinions
I got nothing to prove and the proof is I'm not convincing
Or itching to sound vintage or spitting just for the business
Blame it on my disposition, hope you listening
Cuz nothing is that appealing
Id rather stay on the ground then hit the fan reaching for ceilings, hold up