[Verse: B-Rax]
I wake up from nightmares you caused to realize its all reality
Want you to myself is that a hard thing to ask from me?
Nah, but it's some though sh** to ask from you
You want this other n***a and you thinking you can have him too
Well f** the bullsh**
I'm not your number 2
Paranoid on the weekends thinking of the sh** you do
But you're not my girl it's just hard to fight the feelings
My hearts dead it's just hard to fight the k**ing
Haven't touched a girl, thought I was your f**ing world
...what a f**ing mistake
Gave you all my love until there's nothing to take
f**ed up a couple times and you was wanting to skate
But you always coming back, now I ain't having none of that
Have you little fun and a now you f**ing think I'll want you back?
Talked to my dad
He said let her go
Hes been through that real sh** so that's the route to go
Staring at my phone waitin for your name to show
Cry to sleep at night waiting for the pain to go
It's just time to face the truth, We aren't meant to be and I we gotta cut it loose
That's what you really want anyway
Cause if you wanted me we would've been together plenty days
But you always trynna to play the blame game instead of "let's talk it out and make it better babe" game
I hope your happy this is how it's gotta be unless you f**ing change your ways instead of tryin to change me
If there's one thing I learned no girl can change B
I am who I am if you hate it you can leave
Outside I'm so supportive
On the inside I'm sick
We used to be on love now we throwing fits
You can't even explain what we have so until them it's nothing and we on separate paths
I loved you over everything even had a couple dreams of throwing on a wedding ring
Maybe time will catch it
You say the fires gone are you willing to find the matches?
If you are I'm not hard to find
Try to forget about you but you're staying on my mind
I'm so sick of this the feeling is ridiculous
Don't know why I'm spitting sh** I know you're not missing this