Yeah
Weathered the storm, I stayed pushing through the cold front
The act of worryings like a prayer for what you don't want
sh** I used to be depressed thinking about you
But I should care less, my futures brighter than some gold fronts
I loved the idea of you
Much more than I actually loved being with you
What I mean is you wasn't a keeper, still I can name a couple of reasons why my mind was so deep into you
I had broke up with my ex and was fiendin for admiration
Plus the city loved you, I was seekin their validation
Then I fell too fast, it got ugly during those late night calls, my Demons was mad abrasive
I had no shame that whole summer
Hitting everything that moved girl
God damn it was cold summer
And all I really wanted was you girl
I can't get enough of you
Said I can't get enough of you
I'm in love w the things you do
And I can't get, said I can't
Between you and the music game, girl I lost faith that year
Had a whole lot of hate in my veins that year
sh**, I know made mad mistakes that year
Still if I could go back, I wouldn't change that, yeah
You f**ed the kid that introduced us
And he was best friends with your ex, that sh** is f**ed up
He said you was wack in the bed, it might be f**ed up
But that's how I knew he wasn't lying...
And now you got a new man
Heard he ride round town in a new Benz
He's a go getter huh, he making new plans for you
Trying to tell you what to do, well that dude ain't for you
But no matter how I feel it ain't my place to act
Know I meant what I said, I won't take it back
And no matter what I do, I can't change the past
I just wish we could've made it last, aw man
Yeah, hold up
Damn I used to tear your walls up
But now you're the reason that my walls up
These girls should blame you when I don't pick they calls up
Getting mad confused when I say I lost trust
But I'm trying
To get my heart on the same page as my mind
It's harder than I thought to find a lady on the grind
Who understands the game and everything that's on the line for me...
The other girls I left, they would cry for me
How'd I fall for a chick that wouldn't ride for me
If I dipped I bet she wouldn't blink an eye for me
But she's the only one I see and that's the irony
Yeah, I tried my best at replacing you
I lost my soul trying to wait for you
Look what you made me do, what can I say to you
sh**, what can I say to you