[Verse 1: Jayy Starr]
Sitting here, with this pen and pad avoiding Karma
Hoping I die a legend not a person with dishonor
Wish I had a little more respect for my momma
But it's hard when you're neglected and placed in between drama
I ain't pointing fingers I a**ume responsibility
I can be a b**** I understand if you're an enemy
But I swear I love you if sincerely you're a friend of me
Y'all there for me more than m************ that are kin to me
F*** you if you judge me, you don't know my story
Heaven's fallen angel, mine eyes have seen the glory
Who can I run to when everybody's suffering
Critics with they opinions, f*** it I've had enough of them
Wanted to give up at times sorry I'm being honest s***
Tired of being sold pipe dreams and broken promises
Told me I was talented and it was my time to shine
But wouldn't lend a helping hand unless I showed 'em dollar signs
So I took matters into my own hands
F*** your ulterior motives I got my own plans
I ain't falling for no gimmicks like them other s**ers
Never been perfect, but I'm real than a m***********
Everybody gotta struggle and mine ain't different kid
I ain't nobody special, but s*** you listening
Had people try and tell me that I would get far
Went from sleeping in a car to everybody's favorite star
So called friends plotting behind my back remain nameless
Now they say they miss me cause I seem a little famous
Trying hard to hang out cause they see a better me
Asking can I introduce 'em to a few celebrities
I just laugh it off cause I knew this day would come
Never giving in cause homie I'm not dumb
Had the perfect lover, but I had to go and f*** it up
Oh well, s*** happens, took my deuce and chucked it up
Plus I got a new piece and a whole bunch of groupies
Exhale my pain, eyes lower than Snoopy's
My agenda: get money, blow kush and do me
People that think they know me gone hate to see the new me
I contemplate life thinking is this it
If I left the Earth tomorrow would I be missed?
F*** tryna fit in with these miserable misfits
Industry full of egotistical halfwits with limp d****
Tryna f*** you, but ain't got stamina
Thinking they can get by, but homie I'm no amateur
Shorty think she solid as a rock well I'mma damage her
Ain't making no moves, maybe I should manage ya'
Rule number one is don't believe ya' own hype
Gotta stay humble you can lose it overnight
Keep a level head and everything will be alright
And if you in my way you better be ready to fight
I don't trust many cause most be faking
I'll give my own life just to see my n***** make it
Ain't that what we aiming for? So why be selfish
I swear it hurts my soul to see my grandmother helpless
Strongest woman I've ever known
That's why I fight so f***** hard to be on
But they don't get that
That's why it's me against the world like Pac say
Ma** genocide to anybody tryna stop Jayy
Middle finger to those who oppose
Mighty like the Congo River the way I flow
And I ain't plan on stopping anytime soon
Cause my watch broke
And you a fool and after this you think I'm not dope
But I ain't tryna win you over
Had to get this off my chest while I'm still sober
Getting it like a winner cause patience is for beginners
I don't care if I never get rich as long as I'm remembered