Yeah, all the hurt and all the pain
Got so many now, there're probably countless on my chain
Feeling drained when I think about you while I walk in the rain
I loved you more than words but I just didn't know how to prove
The negative thoughts, I wish I could remove 'em
And the positive thoughts, I wish I could improve 'em
Also there is bad people around me but I can't approve 'em
After telling me u got someone, sh** I could barely move
I don't wanna text u ever, I don't wanna bother you
Can't say I love you, but how bad I wanna talk to you
'Cause when I needed help, you was always there for me
And girl when you needed help, I was always there with you
And whenever you have problems just know I'm still right here with you
Like whatever the f** it is, I will still be there for you
Honestly I thought God had something else in store
For me and for someone, that never loved me before
How stupid was I to love someone with higher standards
Now I'm here with nobody and that's just 'cause I'm standard
I wonder when God is gonna answer all my f**ing questions
My mind is f**ed up like can't y'all hear my aggression and expression
Past week I been laying in bed with heavy depression
When you told me that, I just couldn't believe
I couldn't even think it felt like I just stopped perceiving
I looked away, and you saw I was in disbelieve
Props to your man, he is lucky, gotta say I'm happy for you
Sadly as you said, everything is different now
I'm thinking about you while I'm laying in bed
Sometimes wish that I'd be dead, either trapped in a crime
'Cause I'm f**ing tired of telling everyone that I'm fine
When they ask me waddup with these lines
But let's be honest, we're gonna miss the old times
Now I'm thinking back, I already miss the old rhymes
I still remember the day I got a f**ing rose for you
But I was too afraid, to give that rose to you
And I wanna thank you again for the bracelet you gave me
Altough without you, just everything feels so tasteless
And I wanna thank you for all the inspiration that you gave me
Thank you for being a motivation to me, even though
We had nothing I wanna thank you for all the love that you gave me
For your lane, there could be no replacements