When my world was crashing all around me
All my hope was gone
I was drowning in darkness
Barely hanging on
Out of the shadows you appeared
And helped me breathe again
So when it all goes to black
I won't stop to fall
Cause I can find you in the shadows
Father she was my first love well second to you
I was 18 when we were finally introduced
I was in love she was always on my mind
Couldn't wait to clock out of my 9 to 5
But time went on and we seem to grow apart
She was hiding from the issue I couldn't find her heart
Desperation kicked in and I try it all to impress her
Like maybe she would change her mind if id test her
Actin like I don't care ignoring texts and messages
But really I couldn't wait to reply with baby I'm missing ya
And its crazy to think back and see never saw the cure
When it was with me all along but i was focused on her
Every time I tried to pray her face intercepted
Captured by her presence and I never objected
But I learned from it that you can never run far enough
Cuz when I fell you were there to pick me up
When my world was crashing all around me
All my hope was gone
I was drowning in darkness
Barely hanging on
Out of the shadows you appeared
And helped me breathe again
So when it all goes to black
I won't stop to fall
Cause I can find you in the shadows
Lord, you know this verse already
I prayed it before when my life was unsteady
But today was real I can't believe she left
All she left was broken pieces and she took the rest
And I need you lord, as I'm writing this song
Most times I can handle to this time its too strong
I swore I loved her yeah bout to put a ring on it
Never spent 4gs on myself I'm just being honest
I wanted to give her everything no matter what it cost
That's why I took that job where all social life was lost
Night shift 80 hr weeks was the schedule
In the fast lane pedal to the metal
Then in lost her my and heart took the fall
My bad i Guess I never should of gave it all
But it's funny how we always seem to find grace
When we're at our worst and when we're on our face
When my world was crashing all around me
All my hope was gone
I was drowning in darkness
Barely hanging on
Out of the shadows you appeared
And helped me breathe again
So when it all goes to black
I won't stop to fall
Cause I can find you in the shadows
Now I'm 22 loving life living the dream
Rocking stages Jesus saving souls through my team
When I met her well saw her again
For the first time I fell in love with an old friend
Man if she only knew
How much I went through
To get to that moment exactly where I wanted to
Someone who saw the world just like me
Been through it all like me
And found grace like me
We were so perfect last piece to my puzzle
She brought me joy through the mist of my struggle
Funny how I found the best gold without searching
Guess God allowed an angel to come to visit earth then
As quick as she came she was gone again
I was shocked for a third time I was broken
But Jesus stepped out and mended my broken heart
And showed me all I need is a savior that's never far
When my world was crashing all around me
All my hope was gone
I was drowning in darkness
Barely hanging on
Out of the shadows you appeared
And helped me breathe again
So when it all goes to black
I won't stop to fall
Cause I can find you in the shadows