Half past three - a nervous tension
don't forget this note to mention
Data flow and disappear
where do I go from here?
Impacience nibbles on my nerves
unshureness if this line will serve
Letters blurred before my eyes
flicker - flash - in oversize
...a a Exposure to I
incessant flood of stimuli
The splendid course that I had penned
takes longer than I ever planned
seconds run - elapsing time
there'll be no sleep till ending line
The aim before my very eyes
I cannot hear the silent cries
I feel my body overcharged
Fingers shiver in the dark
...a a Exposure to I
incessant flood of stimuli
Inspiration streams from all sides of me
which one shall I take?
I only get fragments and pieces to catch
which one to expel?
Anything I compose differs from what I once had in mind
from the start
But the longer the examination goes it seems to me
I like it this way
I want it this way
Suddenly-dejection-frustration-self doubt
when I come to examine the whole
Again I can see only fragments and pieces of it all
can't see the endings anymore
Things that I saw materialize
out of my memory but now - are ordering new
from a Distance in time and space the whole begins to glow
Exposure to - emotional feedback lines
streaming all through - in pulsating rhymes
Subliminal fear is haunting me
to loose the sight - the light to see
Will it face the worlds very eyes in time
Whereever leads the way
noone can tell noone can say
Not all virtual can be materialized
Not everything in mind can face the light
gotta come down a peg or two in time