[Verse 1: Aknti]
Its been years
Since I've seen a doctor
You don't got to tell me
Already know that I'm off my rocker
World shocker, spotlight, Lacy, it's crazy
Grew up in the same hood til' about 16
Then I took flight to chase dreams
That's Cleveland, that Wick life
Chillin' at the church under street lights
Robindale, Allisten, that's my mother f**ing friend
Til' the end, knock on wood but I'm not superstitious
But I am superambitious took Filicia to know what a sister is
Real sh**
[Hook: Aknti]
Wuht Thuh Fuhk
All of these thoughts
They ran through my mind
[Verse 2: Aknti]
I'mma mess
Too stressed to be blessed
If you really knew, what you thought you knew
You'd know you don't know sh**
I know my ceiling like I know my fingerprints
And that feeling I thought was happiness
It really don't exist
Where am I going with this
I don't know ask God he's the driver
I feel the pressure of the depths
Closing in on me a like scuba diver
But I'm not buckling though
Unless I'm in the Bimmer
Waiting for sunrise to beam on
Then I'm going, going...gone
All alone, alone in my zone
If tomorrows not promised then
Why prepare for the unknown
If heavens the only good life
Then why am I living though
That's trippy...
Ooops got lost up in my mind
And I've tried everything but suicide
But yes, it's crossed my mind
But I'm fine
Just a thought
[Hook]