[Produced by Aguila Beats]
[Verse 1]
Man, I long past my limit, but somehow I can't quit
The world is turning in front of me, it's a miracle I still sit
My throat is working on auto-pilot, same sh** with my wrist
All these gla**es I'm gulping down, other people would split
But I entered in this b**h, all alone
Didn't bring no keys, didn't bring my phone
So I wouldn't know, how I'm going home
But right now, I don't really wanna go, so
Bartender, do me just one more
One more can cure one sore
I don't even know what I am doing this for
Bartender, make that one four
Cause, I'm still way too concious
I still hear my conscience
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'll be cautious
But my demons still too monstrous
And, damn, I really wish there was a way out
But every time I leave I come back through the same route
[Hook]
I'm flying through the city, eyes on my goal
On top of the world, man, I could have it all
I can take on anybody, man, I'm on a roll
Not settling for half, god damn, I want it whole
Tick tock to this sh** stop, hey, but that's so far away
No matter how much we drink tonight, we'll see another day
Hey, how you doing, I'm Mv and, girl, I'm feeling great
Tick tock to this sh** stop, hey, but that's so far away
[Verse 2]
Gimme, one more round, I'll stay fighting
Last call for alcohol can bite me
Man, this bartender must like me
With every gla**, she looks more inviting
When I'm 'bout to head of, they go half off
It's like a sign, this no time to leave
All these thoughts I just pa** off, I just laugh off
Everything I now write with ease
Uh, it's a goddamn trap, something I can't reject
Eventhough I'm paying big and it cost me a rib, arm and one leg
Just to f** my liver up bad, ha, guess I'm really nobody
Out of all the possibilities, this bullsh** stays my hobby
Ain't that some sh**? Yeah, that's some sh**
Never thought it would get to this
Never thought it would get this far, but after years, it still lead to this
I still feel I'm ahead of this, still feel like I'm in control
Still believe that if I stop today, God'll have mercy upon my soul
Still feel like I'm a-okay, the litres yet have to take their toll
Still only hear people talking, this time, no words from the wall
Still believe I can reach the door, and grab my coat when I hit the hall
But I don't think that that b**h gon' fit, cause, see me now, I'm ten feet tall
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
Uh, I'm bout to lose it
You think you're safe, I knew it
Step in my shoes, come prove it
No room for improvement
Even if there was, I couldn't do it
Aah, screw it, 'nother drink, move it
Blue sh**, new sh**, as long as it is strong, I choose it
Don't ooze it, shoot it, as long as I can use it
It's Gucci, I'm boozy, confused and can't view sh**
Amusing, using and still I'm cruising
Refusing, to put the pedal under my shoes and
I lose it, the world f**in' world is muted
Hear hooting, my family rooting
When I hear a voice say I'm not moving
f** am I doing? f** am I doing?
How could I let a liquid consume me?
I am a human, damn, I am a human
So it's 'bout damn time I go prove it
[Hook]