[Verse 1 : AFU ]
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My tasks are undone
Collapsing, my head is wrapped in abstract thoughts, shoulders misaligned
Knees, not feeling them, walking an army blind
No find from this grind, take a sip from the wine, I'm on the golden hind
Doom inclined, see me confined, autistic mind
Going nowhere, it's a dry wasteland, drinking on a stoneware
Thinkin", I need a mare, but I don't have the heir
Everyone around me, round me with a glare, it lights up a flare
Heart becomes colder, the devils lair, then the despair
Struggling on the floor completely bare, everyone just stares
It's like walking onto a snare set up by the own me
Nobody, in fact it is nobody, so spare me
Because, I'm living a life with no spares, can't sightsee
Forever distant and scope-less
Hopeless, because I'm rope-less
Pressed on all angles, suppressed
Who to express about this distress
Naked, I don't have a vest
Always in between, the main cause, unappreciated
Humiliated, can't stand upon the hatred
Need to meditate, as I'm with the demons affiliated
No explanation, but a crop on my con
Always overlooked, used as a losing pawn
A don to be on top, instead! It's failures that I bear upon
Needing some stimulation
I'm never the real me
[Verse 2 : AFU]
He was born a lone wolf
Never leaned on any ends
Left rotten, alone, couldn't blend
A broken soul that nobody tried to mend
Shadows that never reflect
The incorrect easily affects
These shadows rushed him, did nothing but defect
Frustration of the reflection
Is it really correct?
If that's what they see, is he really wrecked?
Should he inspect?
Mentally retarded, he was discarded
They say, his existence is equivalent as if he's departed
At the uncharted, unguarded
Defense is weak, never at a peak
Words penetrated a heart, a project of pique
No one but the one to seek
May he take me away from this mystique
May he take me away to a place not as bleak
Words of a forgotten meek
[Verse 3 : AFU]
Gradually collapsing, in agony as I'm asking
Looking for humanity, as my voice is rasping
Incapacity of breathing, as to my own body I'm exacting
Accused of blasphemy, as to air I'm gasping
Gravity refuses me, this pain is everlasting!
Knees are weakened
Eyes has steepen and it's look has deepened
Slowly, mentally depleting
Body is rugged as it's beaten
Nose bleeding, and his head is steaming
Bear witness to my own d**h
Cross the crows as of it's on my last breath
See through me, villainous and gloomy
s**ed into oblivion, grim and moody
Who's ways are truly spooky
Menacing methods label me a malicious weapon
Within the tool of destruction, he sees his own reflection
They claim upon him of no shown affection
His chin was jutting with aggression
A man's downfall is followed after self-deception
[Verse 4 : AFU]
Seems that his faith has been shattered
Thoughts are scattered
Body that's glaze, now it looks as if it's battered
He's too weak, he keeps his scabbard
Looking down upon himself as if he actually mattered
Staggered, he seems by his stance
Who can decipher the heart of a man!
Through a periodic glance?
He wields a broken dagger, as he can't hit with a lance
Troubled as he's shaking, s**ed into the sand
His heart is aching, as his soul is forsaken
Eyes blurry from weeping, redden as if it's blazing
As if it's after something, he seems to be malevolently shading
Unpleasant thoughts, demons are upon his shoulders
Sounds of grating and reeks of smolder
Whereas his heart is growing colder
[Verse 5 : AFU]
Squeezed into narrowness as my lungs seek air
Will my feelings dare to blare?
Do I rule a life that's unfair?
Eyes that sharply glare
Emptiness roam within me, but I have a lot to share
Towered by those who rule by their genetics
Land run by non sympathetic tyrants, splenetic
Ears ringing, sirens as if it's an epidemic
Body language, hold no value that of my physical presence
Reminiscent of nothing ever, lost in a mental stasis
Who am I? Am I not just a slave to a society with no public faces?
Lace my head with lies of those other races
Cower beneath those demons wearing masks
A message sender, shrunk across the sea in a flask
He drowned in the pits of poetry
A spiral hole of infinite rotary
[Outro : AFU]
Reminiscent chords
Displays me in hordes
As it weakens the cord
From the anger that I hoard
As through darkness I ford
Till I sheath my sword!