Why is it now?
Why now not then?
Why all the moments keep on turning in despair?
Why am I here?
Why then not there?
Why all my dreams merge into one and flow this way?
Over your head
Nothing's the same
Even the skies and the blood red sunset far away
You follow your fear
You follow your hope
Blackness is fading into deep, so deep unknown
Your god won't save you
Your god won't break you
Your god will fail again this time
In a blink of an eye the world is changing
In a blink of an eye all fear is gone
Now it withers - your life - the one you've wasted
In a blink of an eye your time has come
No one before
And no one will
Ever be certain more than me that you are real
Is it above?
Or maybe below?
Where is your secret place to pull the strings of all?
Your god won't save you
Your god won't break you
Your god will fail again this time
In a blink of an eye the world is changing
In a blink of an eye all fear is gone
Now it withers - your life - the one you've wasted
In a blink of an eye your time has come
Offer me greed and offer wisdom
Offer denial, lust and pain
Now it's done for all time - I've crossed this river Styx or Rubicon - no return
Why is it now?
Why now not then?
Why all the moments keep on turning in despair?
Why am I here?
Why then not there?
Why all my dreams merge into one and flow YOUR way?
Your god won't save you
Your god won't break you
Your god will fail again this time
In a blink of an eye all fear is changing
In a blink of an eye the world is gone
Now it withers - your life - is it all wasted?
In a blink of an eye your time has come
Offer me greed and offer wisdom
Offer denial, lust and pain
Now it's done for all time - I've crossed this river Styx or Rubicon - no return
So I awake
I reach the highest highs
And the lowest lows of all times
I have never felt something like this before
The walls begin to cave in
And everything turns into nothing
Oh please God help me - I have never felt something like this before