Many f**ing disappointments I experienced in my worthless life
Only the dominion of loneliness is inhabiting me, like a curse
So many days without a smile, just distorted grimaces around me
Damned to drag myself on through a desert full of desparation
[Refrain]
Can somebody please tell me why this is happening to me?!!
Please tell me my name! I did forget it forever
Alone and deprived of all my value in this world
Slowly I'm turning my head towards d**h's door
(x2)
Suffering from many sores life has slashed into my heart
Beloved friends died for f**ing nothing
Deep wounds I'm licking but they won't heal
Damned to scrape a living of sadness and senselessness
(Refrain)
My soul is black without a candle illuminating the holes in it
Darkness fills my lamed extremities
My heart is bleeding from within, f**ing blood!
I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes
My heart is bleeding from within, f**ing blood!
I'm shedding bloody tears from my pale cold eyes
Alone and deprived of all my value in this world
Slowly I'm turning my head towards d**h's door
(Refrain)
I wanted to taste the beauty of love and life
But these symbols are vanishing and rotting before me
I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope.
No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure
I'm a failure and will approach the landscape of no hope
No one has ever cared or even recognized my departure