[Verse 1: KRISISDEAD]
Prince Pikante still stay simping
Lost and broke from all these women
Pray for nothing
I stay sinning
This is life, ain't f**ing wit it
I just f**ing lost my spirit
Bloodstains all across the linen
It was fate, it all was written
Pull the trigger it'll only take a minute
Time to wack my f**ing veins
Tired of all this f**ing pain
All you f**ing hoes are causing me
I just wanna f**ing sleep
Lost my heart and lost respect
Only love is the sh** I inject
Like tar and glue and concrete too
Forgot I'm dead
What's it to you?
Swerve off a bridge and locked the doors
At least I got you on all fours
Smoke a f**ing bowl of ash
Bury me with all my cash
When I'm just a pile of bones
That's when I'll truly feel at home
All my life I've been a d**h pimp
Now watch my f**ing wrist drip
[Verse 2: Oxycaution]
Xanax after Xanax
Popped so many pills, can't feel my face
I can't seem to cope
Baby, please just give me f**ing space
It is a race to see if I overdose or my heart decays
I'll fade away
Run away from everything just like a stray
Time to die
Hell I ride
Virgin Mary's tears I cry
Emotionless, my bloody wrists
Tar and sludge is in my spit
Here I lay
Time to pay
Broken and my heart is clay
Now I rest
I was the best
Drive a stake right through my chest
[Verse 3: Advancers]
Think about you every night
Ascending to psychosis
Yeah, I f**ed the groupie
I was hoping that you noticed
The pills are being friendly so I double up my dosage
Emotions so sedated
f**ing losing all my focus
Lost my motivation
Seen my loved ones pa** away
So I turn to d** and b**hes but the pain always remains
Seeing my life is so successful
"You should smile a bit more, James"
But I can't be f**ing happy if I know that I'm insane
And my last girl tell me I got a s** and drug addiction
She's the f**ing reason for my serious condition
I've lost it to depression
I have given to submission
Love is just a theory
It's a feeling that is fiction
[Verse 4: BORDERLINE]
It's hard to float when the d** got you sinking
It's hard to cope when you're always overthinking
Try to calm down but I just resort to drinking
I try to quit but a fix is what I'm seeking
I scream so loud but nobody seems to hear
I know I wasn't loved it's one thing that is clear
I'm buried now and no one has shed a tear
I'm just a memory you want to disappear
Fade into the darkness
My life was a curse and blessing
No one cares that I departed
Walk in my shoes, it's depressing
No, I never had a place
Had to move from home to home
Always have to fake my face
And pretend I'm not alone
This music represents me
Yeah, It's got me feeling different
Found a way to tell my story
But nobody wants to listen
My own blood covers my hand
Cut my wrist until it glistens
Got no worries anymore so don't look for me when I'm missing
[Verse 5: Izaguirre]
Please give me a pistol
I just want to go to f**ing sleep
The little bit of hope that I had left I realized I can't keep
I can't suffer anymore
I know that I've got 5 years
Got to make the best of them before I f**ing disappear
I can stay in my room knowing that the f**ing end is near
Suddenly a doctor's diagnosis changed my atmosphere
I am not enough for anybody
Please leave me to rot
Loneliest I've been in years
Find me happy, you will not
I can't seem to cope
Please leave me alone
All I want is love
An angel from above
I don't wanna live
I wan't to be forgived
I want to f**ing quit
I've realized I've submit