[Intro: C-John]
Yeah, C-John here
Affliction
It gets me every time
[Verse 1: C-John]
Yeah it hurt me to hear momma was behind bars
I make this music through the pain and through the art
They told me keep going maybe you'll be a star
Mom's friends came home said she got locked up
Man it put me in my feelings got me rocked up
I thought life was over that day and the world ended
I tried to hold the tention i tried not to mention
So i moved to my dads kept me happy but really sad
I thought it wasn't real life i thought it was a movie
Apparently it wasn't i said apparently it wasn't
Couple months of jail I get a letter
Nice art nice stuff it made me a bit better
But still I was in my emotions
I was in my thoughts I was really hopeless
Ight lets move onto my dad
Thinking about my other siblings makes me so sad
Anger rushed through his veins he was so mad
I got things to mention about me on what I see
What I wanna be is myself
I would like money but I don't want wealth
It makes you miserable spoiled and just another brat
Times were hard when I look into the past
Times are hard now i asked myself will it ever last
I took it like a champ put the bars down and write these facts
[Verse 2: Azure The Paradox]
Swinging back with no bat leave a n***a with no back
All these motherf**ers chase me im bout to run it back
Can't relax just facts and the bully ain't lax
My pain is 3d see sh** like its Imax
Ain't no help for me
Just sit back and watch
I wanna f**ing k** him
I got homicidal thoughts
He broke my arm
I wanna break his neck
Ain't no respect
For a speck on the planet
Dammit you sit there is silence
You approve of this violence
You dont see my crying?
Im fighting off tyrants
I need strength and guidance
So many emotions your hiding your lying to me
I cry for you to save me
I'd die if you stay waiting
I can't live on like this
Too much pain I can't exist
Alone in this world
With nobody to help
Afflicting and hitting
Im harming myself
Just leave me alone in my personal hell
Gonna be two times humanity fell