[Verse 1: Ace Grand]
Uh, ive been trapped inside my mind, Ive been soul searching/
Walking through hell on earth, my soles burning/
See, these tendencies to speak my pain when I paint rhymes, and Hennessey fill me with feelings that I can't find/
I cleanse my soul, k** my liver at the same time/
I pray for happiness, I pray to have a sane mind/
But I need guidance, im always muted and silent/
Uncomfortable and its obvious cause I don't try to hide it/
These parties get stacked with women, im too shy to even speak/
Im far from vain, im splurging earnings so my confidence could peak/
On a fit that complements the sneaks im wearing on my feet/
That's a whole check just to hesitate to leave this seat, f**/
But if a genie in a bottle granted me three wishes, I wouldn't wish for them digits, id wish my bank full of digits/
So many commas I could never overdraw/
Im sill learning that before you take a step, you gotta learn to crawl/
Id wish for success, a life of prosperity/
But keep the fame that's one thing I never cared to see/
I know I bare the seeds/
In this system of clarity, I swear this world that I live in just isn't fair to me/
I work shifts, get treated like I am worthless, when I know that's not my purpose/
My craft ain't perfect, I should be perfecting that throughout my day/
But im forced to conform to being the only one that doesn't have it my way/
So stay on my tracks as if you scared to touch slush on highways/
And soon ill reign over all, like when the sky's grey/
They say that crime pays, but karma always takes its toll/
So when its told im nick young just looking at them sideways/
My third wish id probably pa** down/
To a youngin with nothing trynna dodge them gat sounds/
And hes accustomed to the sh** that he sees on a day to day/
Moves his yay to make pay, just trynna find his escape out the belly of the beast/
Im not the only one with problems/
Im not the only one in need of something, or someone to solve em/
So im often jottin while taking precaution/
Trynna keep my people out a coffin/
I hope that these flowers blossom, I hope im never forgotten/
Reasons why im pursuant, no positive influence, influenced this movement/
They tried to taint my mind with belief that success at this rap sh** is elusive, mustve thought I was stupid/
Mustve thought that I was blind to my God given abilities/
Simple things like hard work, love, shifting my energy/
Gratitude, this LOA leads you to victory/
Or will I have to sell my soul to blow? theres a mystery/
That's just a myth to me/
Ive been saying this sh** was meant to be since times all those dimes belittled me/
Riding benches for four quarters, writing my raps instead of notes in history/
Had a lot on my chest like a pair of triple D's as a scribbled these, lines laces with memories/
Part Two, yeah/
See I got problems on my brain, and im gon drink to numb my pain/
No there ain't much I got to say, and sometimes, sometimes I just need to get away/