[Hook]
This is my panic room
I'm done losing my breath
I never sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of d**h
In my panic room, everything is falling to sh**
When I'm feeling most weak and at the end of my wits
My panic room, when the world's falling to pieces
The demons in my room steady keeping me from sleeping
Torture me some more and they gon' follow me this evening
[Verse 1]
I'm with this chick for the night and we drinking hennessy
I know in a few days she probably won't remember me
Even though tonight if it feels like we have an affinity
Women drink and weed that could be my holy trinity
Distract me from this world, just let me think I'm living free
Take away the pain and give me artificial clarity
Give me p**y, give me d**, numb the pain and call it love pour my drink into the cup, slam it down and throw it up
Let me feel just like a mess let me feel in disarray
Cause I'm feeling so stressed this is my only escape
How could I get so shallow, how could I get to fake
I guess I'm just a sinner too tired of heavens way
That's why I drop the bible and forgot how to pray
Maybe I'm blaming god when things don't seem to go my way
But the way I'm feeling heaven just could not relate
That's why I choose to medicate instead of meditate
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[Verse 2]
Don't worry no one interrupts right now we are in the cut
Right now its just you and me and goodies that we have hustled up
Now lets get close together show me how good you s**
Show me how much you want it tell me that you like it rough
You say its just tonight but
I think tomorrows good
Long as I have that elixir your clothes are coming off
Its funny momma said don't mess around with shady b**hes
I think my problem is I f** around with crazy b**hes
Knowing these hoes ain't loyal got a bad taste in women
But she got bad taste too I hate that f**ing gin and
Tonic my actions make me demonic these chemicals
In my stream are keeping me hooked like phonics and honestly
I don't ever want to break free cause when everybody's gone my vices will comfort me
Maybe I'm insecure maybe its anger when I speak I just want an overdose cause that's the only way I'll sleep
In my panic room
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[Verse 3]
Liquor bubbles, liquor burns every dollar that I've earned
Take away my common sense replace it with a spiteful urge
Give me more give me more
Take me higher then before
Lift me up lift me up release my pa**ions let me soar
Make me numb make me numb
I want to play my favourite chords
Let me see my darkest fetish then we can discover yours
Before I get dismantled take away my empathy
Expose me cause I'm insecure and fill me full of vanity
Give me strength I hope its real and strip me of my sanity
Do whatever that you can to k** all the monotony
Trap me with your vicious touch to keep my mind from wondering
Leave me as a shell and feed me lies to keep me comfortable
My precious remedy become my god and I will trust in you
Morals long ago, I abolished I had to choose
The call I follow even if it means through obstacles
My identity I'm k**in, drink away my feelins in the panic room
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