[Hook: Roze]
I think about the last time I felt
Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped
Could it be the hand I was dealt, Yeah
And if I got to do this all by myself
I will
If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds
And If I got to keep on striving or riding, I will
Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance
All my friends began to doubt
Now when ever I'm told I won't or I can't
I will
[Verse 1: Abstract]
I been living in my own head
Demons living in my own bed
These days I don't trip on what nobody said
There ain't sh** I gotta prove to anybody ya
I became a motivator, a style innovator
Now we headed up like we on a elevator
They say my tracks hot both sides of the equator
And I'm never talkin magazines till I'm on the fader
But I know I'm hard on myself
Say it ain't good for my health
In the moment ain't finding wealth
Feels like every time I make a move I'm moving in stealth, No matter what I do it feel like nothing will help
Till I get that apartment up in the rainiest city
Working on beats in the morning
Performing later that night
Fly out with Drumma Craig and Blulake on a red eye flight, We'll be playin a new city every god damn night
It's on
[Hook: Roze]
I think about the last time I felt
Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped
Could it be the hand I was dealt, Yeah
And if I got to do this all by myself
I will
If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds
And If I got to keep on striving or riding, I will
Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance
All my friends began to doubt
Now when ever I'm told I won't or I can't
I will
[Verse 2: Abstract]
Wonder why I'm locked in my room
Wonder why I ain't texting back
Wonder why I ain't on the town
Wonder why you heard I was home
But you ain't seen me around
I been workin', writing, plotting, knockin', watching or reading
Ain't taken for granted a single minute I'm breathing
You know I'm workin to get it, till the day I ain't stressing
Believe in puttin effort
Even when you know it's been destined
I got questions, I need answers
Violence spreading like a cancer
Tryna make a difference
Through this music business know I can
I got fans who overseas I'm just tryna give em hope
But if I ain't ever heard they ain't ever gonna know
I know music therapeutic more than anybody man
We got problems in the states
State of problems outta hand
But if they lend an ear
Think I could lend em a chance
Cause I got faith in the world
I put my faith in my fans
[Hook: Roze]
I think about the last time I felt
Yeah, then I think about everyone I helped
Could it be the hand I was dealt, Yeah
And if I got to do this all by myself
I will
If I got to keep surviving or fighting with my head above the clouds
And If I got to keep on striving or riding, I will
Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance
All my friends began to doubt
Now when ever I'm told I won't or I can't
I will