[Intro:Abstract]
I...
I
[Verse 1: Hendersin]
No one says once you get to the top, your biggest fear is when you gonna drop
Blew up last year, "All I Got", I really thought it was never gonna stop
Yes I hit everything I can, last year made 'bout a hundred grand
Yeah I guess that was part of the plan, yeah I guess that was part of the plan
But I'm so damn scared I'm just gonna lose it and I forget how to make this music and my good faith in my good place, all these muthaf**in labels, gonna misuse it
Man that's true sh**, think 'bout what I had and what I have
Even when my day is going good I think it's gonna go bad, I've...
[Hook: Abstract]
Made mistakes (Made mistakes)
Been dishonest (Been dishonest)
Self estranged (Self estranged)
Did what I wanted (Did what I wanted n***a)
Wasn't faith (Wasn't faith)
I'm not insane (No) I'm not insane
When things are good, I can't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could, just tell myself, I've got to feel, feel something else instead, 'cause maybe life, is like a dream
It's messing with my head, I must be dead
When things are good, I can't believe that they're for real
I really wish I could, just tell myself, I've got to feel, feel something else instead, 'cause maybe life, is like a dream
It's messing with my head, I must be dead
[Verse 2: Hendersin]
They recognize me in the street, street
Say I'm spittin that heat, heat
f** how it seems, I ain't tryna be mean
I mean I'm tryna be discreet, 'screet
Yes it is an honor man, yes girl I am flattered
But sometimes I wanna go back when my music didn't matter
I've been shattered, I've been broken
And I started, thought I was joking
How it's crazy, you so lazy
So just pay me, I've got the game open
Let it soak in, all good things must come to an end
So I'm worried 'bout this money that I spend
Because I've...
[Hook]
(What up Henny, it's been a while my brotha)
[Verse 3: Hendersin)
When they smoke (smoke), they sit back and relax
When I smoke (smoke), I get anxiety attacks
I told this girl my life is crazy, she must not know how it's been
Must've thought I meant it negatively that ain't what it is
I just talk about you, I know (know)
And how far my records go (go)
How I'm gettin lined up for shows
When I talk about you and the heart you warm
But when you get high you enjoy the view
When I'm high see when I can fall too
'Cause in the game you're (???)
You're out the next doing at your best and that's real
[Hook x2]