[Verse 1: Abstract]
I used to say what I wanted to hear
Now I look back and see how I got here
Without the sugarcoated but emotion coast
And on the hope its clear begin the dopest
From the coldest place you fear
A drop in my ocean
But that drop became a wave
And that wave became a storm
That storm became a hurricane
Now I'm coarsing through the states
The over seas they know the name
But ever since that ship bailed
I've never been the same
All cause you chose popularity
I'm popular as f**
You probably say get over it
But damn I hold a grudge
I ain't perfect not at all
But I was someone you could call
Loyal as loyal gets
And these days I'm not at all
What I used to be
Because what I used to be didn't work
Now every girl I'm with now
Never seems to work
The best way to do it
Was the way that I got hurt
I know I made mistakes
But hope life showed you what I'm worth
[Chorus]
You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I share with you
Were you even there at all
Nowhere to run where I am
The scared truth will turn to lies
Cause who I am
Is where you want to be
[Verse 2: Abstract]
I was young dumb protective
But I always ment the best
Had a heart a couple sizes
Maybe too big for my chest
And you, you had the same
Till that sh** became compressed
While mine shrunk within depression
You said hope you learned your lesson
Lesson that consisted of f** communication and attention
I can make a huge jab but I'll spare it the mention
All in all I'm over it
But being back brings back some memories
Good to see my friends
But damn it brings back enemies
Wasn't really treated with respect growing up
But now I got the voice so excuse me when I stunt
Used to be so blind, but now look back and know whats up
Pretty f**ed up that back then weren't many I could trust
It's karma that I'm here
See it all comes around
Cause now they say whats up
When I rode through town
They used to laugh at my dreams
Homie who laughs now
And it's only the beginning
Wait till I cash out
[Chorus]
You said you were there for me
You wouldn't let me fall
All the times I share with you
Were you even there at all
Nowhere to run where I am
The scared truth will turn to lies
Cause who I am
Is where you want to be